awakenerd | Aurora - Rean Heart

There's some you know, just factual information. If you want to read through every encounter with Rean it's there. From meeting to now. Hey there's even the lewd bits, all well documented and steamy. As well as all the cute conversations, the casual hanging out.

Then on the less factual end there's opinions.

Crow.... I love him. I'm worried about him. I won't be around forever, and I want to know he'll be happy. He keeps too much to himself, whatever hurts or bothers him he laughs off. He lies about what he feels or covers it up... I guess that's normal. Human nature in a way. But he cares so deeply too, I wish he could open up. It must be difficult, to have forgotten everything... I mean I know it is, I guess. I wish I could be around for him more, when he actually needs me. I feel a bit like I've been useless, this contract has been very one-sided.

I'm scared of losing him. Or him losing me.

There's more, just basically about Crow, honest thoughts, flattering or not, his fondness and respect for Crow is right there to read.

[ The lewd bits are some of his favourite parts to read about, though the cute conversations are pretty nice too. He slows down when he gets to the opinions, reads them carefully. ]

Hmmm...

[ He has something to say to this actually! Is there a notepad program or other way to input something on this computer? ]

You can edit the document directly, it turns out.

[ He's going to add to the end of the document then, with the header:

"A MESSAGE FROM CROW"

The body is as follows: ]

"You HAVE been here for me, every time I've needed you. I trust you more than I have anyone else, and it's on me that I haven't let you know that. It's hard for me to say what I really mean, especially out loud. Especially to your face. But what I really mean is this: You are the best part of me. The pieces of me that connect to you are more precious than any other. Being connected to you is a warm, steady presence that I rely on every day. I wouldn't give you up for anything.

Becoming one of your Awakeners is the best decision I've ever made and I don't regret it for a moment."

[ He thinks about that for a moment and adds to his message: ]

"Also, I wouldn't mind it if you tied me to your bed and had your way with me some time."

[ And then there's one more edit to his message after a moment: ]

"I love you."

[ Because it's easier to tell his soul than it is, you know, his face. ]

".....That's the way you wanna tell me, seriously?"

Rean leans on your shoulder, looking at the screen.

[ He looks over at Rean. ]

Gimme a break, it's hard to say the words!

"I already know, you know."

I thought you might.

[ He can feel what Crow does, after all. Crow turns around a little, reaches to brush his thumb against Rean's cheek. ]

I do want to be able to tell you those words for real some day. Even if you know... it feels different to say them. To hear them too, probably.

He kisses Crow's thumb.

"Take your time. And it's okay if you never can."

I know. You've never once pressured me and I appreciate that.

[ Actually, he's going to adjust position so he can move to properly kiss Rean, weaving his fingers through Rean's hair. ]

Oh. Okay. Rean kisses back, a hand still on Crow's shoulder.

[ There are definitely things Crow is supposed to be doing in here, things he wants to do even, but none of it seems as important as making out with Rean does right now. Or well, a part of Rean's soul. Whatever.

He's going to move in closer towards Rean, his tongue gently trying to push in to taste and explore every last inch of Rean's mouth as he attempts to kiss him entirely breathless. ]

Rean opens easily for Crow, kissing back sweetly but no less lewdly.

Crow's already used to feeling Rean's affection through the bond. But it permeates the very air here.

[ This is Rean's soul and not Crow's but the affection inside of him does its damnedest to match Rean's hearbeat for heartbeat, as it were. Crow's still sitting on his computer chair and Crow is doing his best to guide Rean to sit on his lap. He'll probably be able to tell Crow is at least semi-hard-- kissing is a pretty quick and easy way to get him turned on-- and Rean responding both sweetly and lewdly is only encouraging him to keep kissing him. ]

Rean straddles Crow with little encouragement, using the hand on his shoulder to steady himself as he settles.

It's easy to tell he's turned on too, given their position, and the way he kisses Crow with increasing heat.

[ Crow rolls his hips up, grinding his erection into Rean's as he continues to kiss Rean lewdly, hungrily. His hands wander down from their grip in Rean's hair. Down his back, sliding until he gets a good grip on Rean's grip and gropes it, which has the side effect of pushing Rean even closer against him. ]

Rean moans against his mouth, grinding against Crow, definitely hard and responding. It's actually palpable in the air around them. If the feedback on their bond can get intense this is indescribable. Though Rean's only lightly holding onto Crow's shoulders it does feel as if even the air is charged with love and desire, a subtle but pleasant pressure all around matching and magnifying Crow's feelings.

[ It's love and desire in equal measures, filling the room and it's definitely the most intense make-out session he's ever had in his entire life. It's so much and Crow pulls away long enough to murmur into Rean's ear. ]

How do you feel about me putting you over the table and having my way with you?

Rean rakes his fingers through Crow's hair and bites his jaw lightly, nipping along his neck a little, fierce and yet also fond, passionate.

He could point out he knows Crow just wants to hear him say yes. He doesn't have to ask. So there's a bit of amusement but also still a decisive, breathless;

"Please."

[ Crow definitely wants to hear Rean say yes! It's a huge turn-on okay.

That being said, he's going to have to interrupt those cute little nips-- the ones sending delicious shivers down his spine-- to pick Rean up. He's trying to carry Rean without moving his position too much, which involves using Rean's legs and ass to hold him against Crow's body as he lifts and carries him. The second he sits Rean on the table though, his hands are moving to take off Rean's shirt even as he's nipping and kissing his way down Rean's neck. ]

The things Crow wants to do are... Easier than they would be in the real world. Rean is lighter and easier to carry without feeling wrong, or maybe Crow is stronger, it feels right either way. The objects on the desk are no longer really in the way without having to be pushed aside.

The world simply rearranges itself subtly to meet Crow's needs.

Rean is less subtle about wrapping his legs around Crow's hips and dragging him in, pulling at his shirt.

[ Banging your divine knight is so much easier inside of his soul.

Crow's working pretty intently at getting Rean's shirt off but he'll accommodate Rean trying to get his off too, taking a moment to openly admire every inch of Rean's chest with his hands when he finally does, steadily working his way downwards towards his pants. ]

The shirt comes off easily, both do in fact. Almost with the dream logic of they're there than gone but not quite. It's just... Easy. Crow wants the shirts off, off they go.

Rean slides his palms over Crow's chest, thumbing his nipples and nipping his collarbone.

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