awakenerd | Aurora - Rean Heart

[ Crow, for his part, is rather shamelessly pleased to be surrounded by Reans holding onto him. He reaches to lace his fingers with the one behind him while he continues to kiss the one underneath him, breaking off only to nuzzle his cheek for a moment before he gets back to kissing him. ]

Between the two Reans he's gently manhandled into between cuddled in a more comfortable way, held and kisses and handholding too.

[ Crow is very willing to be manhandled into a comfortable position for everyone, shamelessly cuddling both Reans. ]

I should probably get going at some point...

[ He does want to learn more, after all! ...But he really, really wants to stay right where he is right now, cuddling the Reans, so the setting ain't likely to shift. ]

Yeah nothing is shifting as long as Crow wants to be here more than anything else. One Rean is idly stroking his hip, the other holding his hand with an arm draped under his head.

"Only if you want to."

I did have more questions...

[ He makes a contented sound though, his free hand stroking the jawline of the Rean whos hand he isn't already holding. ]

But on the other hand, this is very nice.

He gets his hand kissed for the trouble.

"What do you want to know?"

Mostly I'm curious about you. You keep a lot to yourself... and it's not like I'm any different, but I can't help but be curious.

[ He pauses, then adds-- ]

For what it's worth, you're free to look into anything you want if the situation is ever reversed.

[ He's not a hypocrite! Usually, at least. ]

"Okay. But you're free to do as you like too."

You know... I think I prefer having your permission to poke around.

[ Like, he probably would have anyway, but it's nicer if it won't upset Rean. ]

"You already had it. You're my Awakener. But you're also dear to me."

I may be your Awakener, but I never want to use that against you. It's an equal partnership all the way-- which means I want you to always have the power to say "no" to me if that's what you want.

"Yeah. I know."

Good.

[ Crow kisses Rean's jaw. ]

Mind if I ask you some questions, then?

"Ask away."

I definitely know you don't remember everything by a long shot, but... am I right that you underplay how much you do? Not lying precisely so much as just glossing over or avoiding mentioning it.

"Well... Yes." Guilty as charged.

[ He's not really surprised. He'd wondered before. ]

So... is there any reason why?

[ He's not interested in chasing down any memory Rean doesn't feel like sharing on his own, but it's the "why" he's really been wondering. ]

"A lot of what I remember isn't that relevant. Some of it's very sad. And it's all... Just things that have happened in the past, to me.

Some of it would probably be upsetting to you or Randy or others. I don't really want to upset you, so there's no reason to bring things up."

Rean...

[ Crow squeezes his hand. ]

You know how you want to be there for me, to help me whenever I'm troubled, to listen to me when I need someone? Not to keep everything bottled inside?

"That's different."

How is it different?

"Because you matter."

[ Rean had to have known Crow wouldn't be happy with that answer and sure enough, he's not happy. He's trying very hard to stay calm on the surface but he knows Rean knows. ]

You know, I think you're missing one very important detail when you say things like that.

"I know you care about me."

It's not just that you care about me, that you matter to me. Although you know-- you do. But I want to be there for you every bit as much as you want to be there for me. I want you to feel like you can confide in me, that you can tell me things. I want to upset me with those things. I don't care just about the good things or the pleasant ones.

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