Aurora - Rean Heart

[awakenerd]

You float in a void--darkness around you, above, below, in every direction, nothing. You stand on nothing, you even breathe nothing. But you do not feel in danger, you are not suffocating. You are simply existing in… Nothing.

Crow | Towa | Dusk | 80H | Rufus

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[awakenerd]

"Oh..."

Well that makes him blush and smile shyly.

"I actually don't know. Whatever you want, I guess?"

[crimeson]

...Can I get like, a list of options? I want a lot of things.

[like bikini babes]

[awakenerd]

Going redder but laughing.

"You could be doing bikini babes if you want."

[crimeson]

I can do bikini babes on my own time, Rean. I'm in your soul, here!

[awakenerd]

"You could do babes in maid outfits."

He's teasing now.

[crimeson]

Ohhh, so that's what you're into?

[he is imagining Rean in a maid outfit. it is not on purpose it's just. it's just how his brain be.]

[awakenerd]

Well Rean is definitely now in a maid outfit and exactly as cute as Randy imagined. He's also blushing.

"I was trying to tease you... But you're not wrong. Maid outfits are cute. Classic, modest, but still appealing."

[crimeson]

[help

that's so fucking hot

help?????

oh right they're having a conversation]

Yeah... makes sense you've got classy tastes. You're sure as hell teasin' me now.

[awakenerd]

"I didn't mean to."

He doesn't sound actually contrite though. I mean, he does like that Randy likes how he looks!

[crimeson]

[he really desperately wants to shove his head under that frilly skirt and have his way with Rean and it's deeply distracting.]

You kind of meant to!

[awakenerd]

Rean is a bit more red.

"...If you want..."

He's definitely not responding to anything Randy said out loud.

[crimeson]

[he is so devastatingly turned on right now.]

Tell me what you want.

[awakenerd]

"...I mean, I do want you. I always do. I love you a lot. And you're beautiful, handsome, charming....

But it's not really about what I want either. I mean, not that--it's not about what I want. But... Right now everything here is me. Except for you, and a few others here right now. So--What I want is to respond to what you want to do, whatever that is."

[crimeson]

[...reaches out to take his hand, full of warmth and love and fondness.]

I love you too. But I'm too easy. I want so much. So I do best when I'm pointed in a direction, y'know? Right now I want you, and I have you, so you should tell me what you want me to do with you.

[awakenerd]

Squeezing his hand.

"You do have me.

You wanted a list...

You can do, um, anything. The things you were just thinking of, or anything else of that nature.

You can go talk to the other people in here. The real ones, or the ones that are part of me.

If you want to know something I can tell you or you can ask someone else. If you want to view something I can let you.

You can see what happens if you just try to look around. I wouldn't call it organized exactly, but just based on your whims and moods there's places you can go or places that will appear. All parts of "me" but in--symbolic ways I guess. Or parts of me that try to reflect parts of you.

I can give you more details on any part of this if you're interested."

[crimeson]

[it feels like Rean is dodging telling Randy what he wants!!!! but he'll let it slide for now.]

You're really flexible... Who else is in here right now?

[awakenerd]

He might be. Randy could ask again but for now he's answering!

"Aside from you, there Rufus, Towa, Crow, Dusk and 80H."

[crimeson]

[mmmmm

gonna try and trust rufus and 80H not to fuck shit up as best he can. the rest will be fine for sure.]

Okay. What did you mean by "view"? Like, memories?

[awakenerd]

"Memories, my thoughts, my impressions of people or events. Either directly or filtered."

[crimeson]

[suddenly desperately wants to know Rean's impression of him

but that also sounds like a violation of privacy, maybe??? not that just being here already isn't...

maybe don't, Randy.]

Oookay.

[DISTRACTION TACTIC]

Can I suck you off now?

[awakenerd]

FLUSTERED.

"Y-you can have both!"

[crimeson]

So I'll eat you out too!

[awakenerd]

"I meant, my impression of you...."

He's dying Randy.

"We can also have sex? It's not... limited.... You have access to all my heart, Randy. Not just because you're here. I don't mind if you look at things. But you do belong here--you're in no small way part of me. If you're more literally in my soul than usual it's... kind of nice I guess."

[crimeson]

...If it's okay, then. I don't... wanna pry?

[but Rean is pretty much saying he can do whatever and that's both extremely charming and slightly worrying.]

Don't do anything uncomfortable, okay? You can always say 'hey Randy don't do that'.

[awakenerd]

"I'll warn you if I think something might mess me up. But I don't see anything wrong with you indulging whatever curiosity you have.

Randy you're literally connected to my soul at all times. My life and yours are bound. And I trust you. You don't have to worry as much as you are, even if I appreciate the sentiment. Trust yourself a little.

If you want to look through my feelings for you, or try to wander around you can. I'm okay with it. If you want to have wild sex you could only have in a place where imagination can make anything real, we can do that too. I want you to feel comfortable wanting what you actually want."