Aurora - Rean Heart

[awakenerd]

You float in a void--darkness around you, above, below, in every direction, nothing. You stand on nothing, you even breathe nothing. But you do not feel in danger, you are not suffocating. You are simply existing in… Nothing.

Crow | Towa | Dusk | 80H | Rufus

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[voreaciously]

Pardon her she's just going to pause at that mildly foul language. Coming from Rean Schwarzer's mouth.

Gods, there's been such a dearth of swearing in her life lately--anyway, she writes "insensible" on the list.

That one's more bratty than anything.

"I do not care. And he should not care."

[awakenerd]

"He cares anyway, what're you gonna do about it?"

[voreaciously]

"Give him reason to stop by being myself."

[awakenerd]

"That's so... stupid."

[voreaciously]

"I beg to differ. I cannot be anything but myself."

Even when she's--

"It is inevitable."

Does she mean that she will drive him away or just her personality in general? Honestly, is there a difference?

[awakenerd]

"Whatever. You do what you want."

[voreaciously]

"You seem upset."

[awakenerd]

"I don't like how much you hate yourself, it's annoying."

[voreaciously]

"I do not hate myself." Why does everyone keep saying that?

[awakenerd]

"You act like it."

[voreaciously]

"That is preposterous," she says very calmly.

[awakenerd]

"In what ways don't you act like you hate yourself?"

[voreaciously]

"I treat myself adequately?" she's just living her life.

[awakenerd]

"Whatever. I'm not arguing, you treat yourself like a princess or a goddess whatever you want to say, sure, say it."

[voreaciously]

"...I am not a princess or a goddess. I would not treat myself like either of those things."

like don't be absurd dude.

[awakenerd]

He's judging really hard.

[voreaciously]

"...Do you think I do?"

She is so fucking confused.

[awakenerd]

"I think you're both more full of bullshit than a manure pile and have the self-awareness of a brick."

[voreaciously]

"Really now, why do you not tell me how you truly feel." with calm flatness.

"Honestly, I do not wish to hear you, of all people, pick at my self-awareness."

Technically this aspect of him is aware BUT STILL. No part of him should be scolding her on that.

[awakenerd]

"I know Rean's oblivious. But you are too. It's so frustrating."

[voreaciously]

Her eyes narrow behind her blindfold. "What does it matter to you if I am or not?"

[awakenerd]

"Use your brain and figure it out."

[voreaciously]

"I do not have one, technically speaking, so I am afraid you will have to use small words."

[awakenerd]

"..."

[voreaciously]

"..."