Imeeji Day 54

[awakenerd]

[There will be some cw rape stuff or mentions in threads my dudes.]

Comments

[columbidaring]

It's not a priority...? I promise I won't not talk to you about it, but it seems a little silly to interrupt this for that.

[awakenerd]

It's never silly if there's something going on with you. And...

Look I wanted the people here to be here because I love them and it's. Comforting. But taking a minute with you isn't going to be any less comforting, even if it's something alarming, then I can comfort you back, I hope?

[columbidaring]

Mon petit merle, you're very sweet. I'm comforted already. But I fear now that I've made it seem too ominous for something that only briefly stressed me.

[awakenerd]

I guess the only fix is to tell me about it.

Though I mean, if you really don't want to right now I won't pressure you.

[columbidaring]

Earlier today a girl I know was having a very difficult time, and in attempting to help her out I found myself in somewhat dubious circumstances. But, well, I navigate dubious circumstances professionally, so they were brief circumstances.

[awakenerd]

Let's step outside so you can say that in words my brain is awake enough to understand.

[columbidaring]

[ phew ]

If you like!

[awakenerd]

[Look he's really really more tired than he lets on so just. Tugging E up by the hand let's go hang out in my room for a little.]

[columbidaring]

[ well ok

your room is a health hazard, but ok ]

[awakenerd]

[It's a mattress on the floor, a neat stack of cinderblocks that used to be what the mattress sat on, and a closet. His bed is clean and the bare concrete is all clean it's hygienic???]

[columbidaring]

[ i guess it's only aesthetically a health hazard ]

[awakenerd]

[He's a tidy person you could probably eat off the floor. He sits on the mattress and pulls E with him.]

So what's up?

[columbidaring]

Okay so first up, full disclosure,

[ Tugs his scarf down, has. a hickey. without any further explanation this is probably A LITTLE ALARMING GIVEN WHAT YOUR DAY'S BEEN LIKE ]

So like, this is really the only lasting impression my unpleasant encounter left on me, so overall I'm relatively underwhelmed by it, but it feels like ages since I've had to navigate crazy so I got a little. I dunno. Feathers ruffled.

[awakenerd]

[Well. Shit. He reaches to touch that, alarmed.]

Was it Marigold?

[columbidaring]

Yeah, but like, it was fine after that?

[awakenerd]

Define fine.

[columbidaring]

She let me get up and I left.

[awakenerd]

After dubious unpleasant circumstances.

[columbidaring]

Well she asked for a kiss so I said sure, then immediately realized I had fucked up, so the entire rest of the conversation was just me figuring out how to fix that.

[awakenerd]

That's really alarming and not good E. I'm glad you got out of it but I wouldn't call that fine.

What did she do?

[columbidaring]

Kissed, asked to have sex, yelled a lot when I said no, so I said she could touch my dumb mammal boobs as a consolation prize and she did and also gave me a hickey, so I whined at her about it and then she was more or less satisfied so.

[awakenerd]

E! That's more than a little upsetting!

[columbidaring]

[ SLIGHTLY STARTLED LIKE, IS??? IT??? ]

... Um? I mean, all laid out like that it sounds bad, sure... but like, I got out okay, situation successfully managed..?

[awakenerd]

Technically I got out of my situation okay too.

[Like with extra scars and bruises but still not raped.]

You have every right to be really alarmed and upset if you... Feel like it was alarming and upsetting. Because it sounds bad because it is bad.

[columbidaring]

I'm... not, though, I think. I think? I don't think I'm upset about it? Like if anything I'm annoyed?