[ if you don't think she would be the type to run away from you on sight
boy you are wrong about how stupid she can be about feelings, but you can't even be blamed yet, because no one has as of yet seen just how. stupid she can be......
also she's definitely getting a little bit embarrassed here because clearly the loss of face involved in this situation is bigger to her in her head than it is to him, and that's. murf. ]
I'm glad you feel the same way, though. I--would be unhappy, otherwise.
It's really sweet and cute and endearing and he's happy and smiling about it. Even if he understands her feelings and it's trying to be mocking.]
I don't feel like your feelings are forced on me. H has made it clear that he doesn't want me to do anything... Casual. No sex or anything with someone who isn't serious about me and who I'm not serious about back, but I kind of feel the same. I want the people important to me to be happy, to be treasured.
But you're not exactly anyone to worry about being casual with, you know?
I'd still have to talk to H and E about it, before I could say for sure, but I think you can tell we feel pretty similarly about each other.
[ Oh, well, get treated to some half-excited dokis then. NOT TOO EXCITED, she still has to get the boyfriends' blessings but. you know. a little excited. appropriately excited.
okay she's just flat out excited, please, she's trying, ]
No. You're definitely not someone I feel casually about.
[Feeling casually might be different from fucking casually!! It in fact definitely is but Phoenix is blushing at her feelings, also excited but a bit nervous. Not of Hiryuu or her feelings it's kind of a background worry. He worries about how H will feel a lot, but he also wants to just love everyone he loves, without hurting anyone, and it's a big worry all the time that he will hurt SOMEONE somewhere.
He loves Hiryuu, it'd be nice if it was allowed to be more.
He's also blushing at how cute and exciting the request is in context.]
[ I MEAN yes, true, but she's definitely not a casual person. she doesn't want to hurt anyone, either, so--he'll find that those background jitters are shared, too, and there's the additional feeling of sympathy and understanding there. hearts, like plates, are easily broken when juggled
Feeling someone get excited about you is /////// she's flustered again, but in a more -- gentle positive and. shy. way. ]
[It's really really nice and he leans in immediately to kiss her cheek. Because it's just... It's really warm to feel her feelings, and it fills his heart in a way, he's happy about it.]
well, she's a little bit sorry, but mostly not--all those good feelings [ are just bubbling everywhere. there's sort of an effort to try to tamp them down a little, but--well. have you ever tried catching air?]
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[ There's a feeling of--sort of muted confusion, reflection. ]
I can't imagine that everyone is always able to take it with grace or composure, though.
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...Hah... Probably not. But I don't think that kind of thing should interfere with friendship.
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[ if you don't think she would be the type to run away from you on sight
boy you are wrong about how stupid she can be about feelings, but you can't even be blamed yet, because no one has as of yet seen just how. stupid she can be......
also she's definitely getting a little bit embarrassed here because clearly the loss of face involved in this situation is bigger to her in her head than it is to him, and that's. murf. ]
I'm glad you feel the same way, though. I--would be unhappy, otherwise.
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Unhappy, huh? Only a little?
[Maybe teasing just a little.]
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it's like. the emotional equivalent of this, SOMETHING SMALL AND SOF PUFFING UP, HOW DARE, ]
I--will not attempt to quantify in words--that is--
[ skslm, ]
Has Raijuu been teaching you how to bully me!?
[ BECAUSE SHE WILL STOMP ON BOTH OF YOUR FACES!!! DO YOU HEAR HER?!? ]
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I still haven't met him, actually.
[So he is just DOING THIS NATURALLY ON HIS OWN but she's cute? It's cute.]
/3
So this is all just you.
[ WHEN WILL SHE BE POWERFUL ENOUGH TO NO LONGER BE BULLIED BUT JUST THE BULLY.
maybe when she becomes powerful enough to not enjoy it just a little, deep down ]
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I would be plenty upset!
[ i mean she hasn't thought it through but like she is a cry baby, she would cry, DO YOU NEED TO MAKE HER CRY, PHOENIX, IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT, ]
Being told by someone you aren't allowed to love them is--
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I wouldn't like it. But your happiness and H's and E's are important and it's--disgraceful, to force your feelings on someone who can't return them.
[ that's not what a real friend would do. ]
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It's really sweet and cute and endearing and he's happy and smiling about it. Even if he understands her feelings and it's trying to be mocking.]
I don't feel like your feelings are forced on me. H has made it clear that he doesn't want me to do anything... Casual. No sex or anything with someone who isn't serious about me and who I'm not serious about back, but I kind of feel the same. I want the people important to me to be happy, to be treasured.
But you're not exactly anyone to worry about being casual with, you know?
I'd still have to talk to H and E about it, before I could say for sure, but I think you can tell we feel pretty similarly about each other.
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okay she's just flat out excited, please, she's trying, ]
No. You're definitely not someone I feel casually about.
[ DOES ANYONE FEEL CASUALLY ABOUT PHOENIX? ]
Is it okay if I just kiss your cheek?
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He loves Hiryuu, it'd be nice if it was allowed to be more.
He's also blushing at how cute and exciting the request is in context.]
It's totally fine, if I can kiss yours back.
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Feeling someone get excited about you is /////// she's flustered again, but in a more -- gentle positive and. shy. way. ]
Yes, that's fine! ... Rather, I'd like that.
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Good. You're really cute, Hiryuu.
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You are as well, Phoenix.
[ JUST
A LOT OF OVERWHELMING DOKI FEELS, sorry phoenix ]
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[Laughter and joking is the only way he can combat the overwhelming dokis that are gonna just. Drown him. He's happy but it's also so much!]
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well, she's a little bit sorry, but mostly not--all those good feelings [ are just bubbling everywhere. there's sort of an effort to try to tamp them down a little, but--well. have you ever tried catching air?]
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You're not at all!
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You caught me. It's kind of your fault, though, you know? If you weren't so cute, I wouldn't have so many feelings for you.
[ hiryuu that is some victim blaming if there ever was any ]