This was Phoenix's second game ever so he's like, yikes about everything because he didn't really understand... Anything about games until now but now he's like, hm, well that fuck up has taught me a lot! And the thing is he knows deeply he's gonna have a harder time with his make every friend!! Goal, but that doesn't bother him exactly, because the goal is just to personally befriend everyone it's not a PR thing so if it takes a million years or some people just don't like him he'll be sad but not upset.
Mainly he is kind of down about how it'll be hard for people to trust him, and yet he feels he's earned that (He probably has not earned that, the main reason he went the way he did on that game was he's so new, he would have argued different tactics if he weren't so baby) and he's the type to just be like "Well I should face my mistakes head on" mostly so charging... Forward. Taking on way more responsibility from the game than he probably has any right to, but he doesn't want to seem like he's running away from taking responsibility so... He's ready to face any consequences. Friendship consequences are the worst though, but he's gonna make Persephone go on a tea date with him regardless! He may never know he's not trusted too, but he wouldn't really be shocked if he was ever told.
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Mainly he is kind of down about how it'll be hard for people to trust him, and yet he feels he's earned that (He probably has not earned that, the main reason he went the way he did on that game was he's so new, he would have argued different tactics if he weren't so baby) and he's the type to just be like "Well I should face my mistakes head on" mostly so charging... Forward. Taking on way more responsibility from the game than he probably has any right to, but he doesn't want to seem like he's running away from taking responsibility so... He's ready to face any consequences. Friendship consequences are the worst though, but he's gonna make Persephone go on a tea date with him regardless! He may never know he's not trusted too, but he wouldn't really be shocked if he was ever told.